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Name: Layling
Birthday: 4/14/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: people and animals. esp dolphins.
Expertise: dreaming, apparently. and picking up new dances. and singing. and acting. and succinctness.
Occupation: student
Industry: Stanbury Electrical Engineerin
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
8/29/2006
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| Remedy - Little Boots.
i can see you stalking like a predator
i've been here before
Temptation calls like Adam to the apple
but i will not be caught
'cos i read those velvet eyes
and all i see is lies
no more poison
killing my emotion
i will not be frozen
dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
stop stop preying
'cos i'm not playing
i'm not frozen
dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
move, why you watching me?
Dance with the enemy
i've got a remedy
oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Move while you're watching me
dance with the enemy
here is my remedy
oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
spin me faster like a kaleidoscope
all i've got's the floor
yeah, you can try but i've found the antidote
music is the cure
so you can try to paralyze
but i know best this time
no more poison
killing my emotion
i will not be frozen
dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
stop stop preying
'cos i'm not playing
i'm not frozen
dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
move, why you watching me?
Dance with the enemy
i've got a remedy
oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Move while you're watching me
dance with the enemy
here is my remedy
oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
and when the music fades away
i know i'll be okay
contagious rhythm in my brain
let it play
no more poison
killing my emotion
i will not be frozen
dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
stop stop preying
'cos i'm not playing
i'm not frozen
dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
move, why you watching me?
Dance with the enemy
i've got a remedy
oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Move while you're watching me
dance with the enemy
here is my remedy
oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
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| we never stop learning.
i can't see, and it scares me.
what you see tells more about your subconcious. what you look at tells what you're doing about it.
i don't like who i've become. and i can't see what i am.
"and i can't see the view from, the eyes You look at me from."
"you have forgotten me." - TLK
"just *think*, ok?" -M
sigh. you try, you fail, you beat yourself up, you try again, you fail... but always always pick yourself back up.
*bright grin* i'm too stubborn to give up.
change is... difficult, but not impossible.
remember, we're given strength. use it.
EPIC FAIL
*flinch*
don't waste time feeling bad about it. go work on change.
we all do what we can.
just try. not for anyone else but yourself - pleasing others doesn't work; we gave up on that years ago. with some people, you just can't win. she makes me feel bad about myself, but she's right, and it's cold hard Truth, and i like that.
bahahaha masochist.
nah. just... decide what's right and stick to it. sometimes i need an eye-opener, i can't... see clear.
to anyone who reads this and is confused - i'm just starting to realize how spoilt i actually act.
it's not... "don't blame the parents, they did the best they could"
maybe MT's not right - i'm not lucky i'm cute. it's... not good for me.
humans. we all want what isn't good for us.
stand for something. or you'll fall for anything.
"i have few principles, but i keep them!"
ha, i fail.
"if i listen to your lies would you say, i'm a man without conviction; i'm a man who doesn't know how to sell a contradiction - you come and go, you come and go..." Karma Chameleon.
"so cut below the surface, try hard not to notice
that i could be so foolish, to think that i'm alright."
sometimes i look at my life and its like, is it really me living that? cos it doesn't seem very me-ish.
the years become more surreal as i go on.
"REMEMBER..."
"the One Thing that i know; He didn't die for nothing."
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| the thought sometimes makes me curl up in a little ball of wistful misery. and occasionally it makes me want to throw things at the wall in a destructive raging attention-seeking grief, because nothing's fair, and humans are... *gah*.
i'm your biggest fan, i'll follow you until you love me...
the thing is, i dont think any one of them realizes how much i miss them.
need-love doesnt make me feel good. well. unless it's filled of course. lol.
and lets face it, it's been so many times it has been; i should just be happy with my lot in life.
"everyone says, i'm gettin down too low. everyone says, i just gotta let it go."
come back into my life; you meant a lot to me then and you still do now.
...and the days danced by...
though blossoms fade and friends must part,
old grow the songs we've sung...
said that time may change me, but i can't change time.
i'd fight for it, and burn the sky at night for it...
all said and done, i stand alone; amongst remains of a life i should not own. Takes all I am to believe in the mercy that covers me.
this is the one thing, the ONE THING that i know;
He didn't die for nothing.
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| meant as an interjection, not as a noun or adjective.
sigh.
no one's perfect. but maybe on some level i agree. with the concept anyway, even if i still maintain that it takes effort. "love is sacrifice." not some 'happily ever after'. that doesn't exist, not in real life.
maybe they're not normal. but everyone has their ups and downs. i don't know. i think it's worth it.
all in favour say "aye."
yes, i've changed. but i still view it as... sortof like amputation.
"i have few principles but i stick to them"?
well, simplify it down to one - Agape.
i hate to admit it, but mother's right, i am sorta grateful to her making me continue. at least if or when i take violin back up it'll be my choice.
it's nice to know i'm not the only one. but in the long run, how much does it matter? not everyone can be the best at something.
"sometimes i mistake this for a universe that cares." http://xkcd.com/625/
its strange... even now, whenever i make friends, i look back and think how did that even happen?? how can i do that again? it just... sometimes it happens, sometimes it doesn't. humans are complicated.
yesterday the person in the mirror looked like a complete stranger. maybe i was just looking at her differently. maybe i don't know her but i think i do. maybe i'm just deceiving myself.
http://xkcd.com/430/ there was something about an airport. i'm not sure if i want to remember; i'm not looking forward to it. i'd like to travel the world sometime. our time is short.
this one time...
"Sunday all of my demons rest." wahey, it is a sunday.
life is normal today. | | |
| i like being picked up and swung in a circle
i like people visiting me from home
i like tips from good dancers
i like showing off
i like singing
i like friendly people
i like being a "bridge"
i like lectures that finish early
i like sun!
i like staying up late
i like butterflies
i like midnight chats
i like random texts
i like being me. | | |
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my other one: www.dolphin-the-wemmick.piczo.com
by the way.. Deut 31:8 "The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged."
"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things." - Philippians 4:8
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